Do not stand at my grave and weep (Part 2)

Rating: still PG-13 (for now)
Word count: ~ 4,400 (this part) Part one is here.
Warnings:  Again, lots of angst. And this is still English from a non-native. (Anyone feel like making themselves my hero and beta-reading?)
Disclaimer: All recognizable characters are the property of their respective owners. I am in no way associated with the creators, and no copyright infringement is intended.
A/N: This chapter…eh. I'm not good at writing Jack. Constructive criticism is welcome. The quoted poems are, respectively, In Memoriam by George Santayana and Birth and Death by Algernon Charles Swinburne.

( I am not there. I do not sleep. )